LYRICS OF A LIFE

2009-06-22T08:19:00.000-07:00

will finally write about the drama between mr.will.i.am and a fucking pure ass not-a-hilton.

i'm saying this : I'M DEF ON WILL'S TEAM :) he's talking like a man in his video, look at that pure ass, he's crying like a lil drama queen, and the video screams "PLEASE BELIEVE ME" lol, i actually laughed when i watch it. What a pathetic guy.

first of all.. will, apl and tab ARE fergie's 'brother' she said that a LOOOOONG time before and keep repeating it, she even wrote it on her 'thank you' notes on The E.N.D :) such a sweet heart.

and here's the funny quote that pure ass made..

•"I like writing about other people's drama, I don't want drama in my own life"

lol, this is funny.. well, mario u should grow up, life is all about drama and KARMA does exist.

•"They even followed me to the hotel they are also staying at"

when he said this, i was like 'LOL' stoopeed mario, they are GOING BACK to their hotel, and NOT following you.. haha!

•"i don't deserve all this"

you do, you REALLY deserve it. i used to be a loyal visitor of yours. i know you, well the truth is i know you TOO well.. how u never respect anyone's opinion unless it's match with your opinions. i know you, mario. You talk shit about people all the time and you're always being SUBJECTIVE. some people (celebs) are kissing ur ass, but fergie? she won't and she never will.. 2 years ago she had her feud with nelly furtado, and what did she do? the TOTAL same thing! she asked her in person. she's not a coward and she never will be. she's a strong women and you DID NOT know about that. you don't even know what she's gone trough in her life, how honest she is.

well, i'm trying to say that when people get angry, they can do all they wanna do. stop being such a bitch and hide behind your computer screen, think before u speak, and giving people some love is NEVER wrong. why do u act so nicely when people ask u in person but keep talking like an ass on your blog? you are so fake and i promise myself that ill never open ur blog ever again!

oh and i thought u have a problem with will.i.am and NOT fergie. what's up with calling her fugly in the end of the video? see, you are so IMMATURE. seeing u cry makes me laugh! it's so funny!

bep deserve all the love. fuck u mario, will is a nice guy.. What do u know about him? he just sent a fan a video because it's his birthday! have u ever do that? NO! stop judging people ! be mature for once! look at u?! being scared like that! LOOK AT WHAT U HAVE DONE! hurting people physically and mentally is the same damn thing! you don't know how fergie needs to go to the therapist because of it! and i believe its not just fergie, but every celebrity u dissed.

"THIS IS WHAT U'LL GET, YOU SHOULD'VE KNOWN THAT THIS WILL HAPPEN SOONER OR LATER BUT NOW IS TOO LATE!"

--and before u said fergie's ugly, take a look of yourself in the mirror! she's waaaay prettier than u!

Punching You In The Face ; I'm back

2009-06-16T01:09:00.000-07:00

i know it's been forever since i wrote a blog. There's a lot of things happen ; i met the dolls and watch their show, bought a nintendo wii, have a bbq party at my house, bought The E.N.D, etc. i had a really fun times with my best friends (Thankyou all♥)

Since i signed up on dipdive i always watch and read Kimberly Wyatt's blog/vlog. She's an amazing writer. Well, to tell the truth i need to read her post twice/three times before i really understand what she's trying to say. She always wrote something that's inspiring, i adore her! You should read it and learn how beautiful life can be.

Note To Self : Buy a dress and heels for prom, don't be a crazy bitch.

AWW :)

2009-05-30T10:21:00.000-07:00

this is absolutely the sweetest quote ever.

"She said 'Well okay girl, I gotta go now. It was so great seeing you again, thanks so much! And if you don't have good seats, I'll talk to Pascal to get you first row." - Fergie

fyi, Pascal is Fergie's bodyguard.

**i took this quote from Kelly's blog aka Peabody4life**

she is the best Fergie fan ever! i can say that cause i know her! she's so sweet and kind. she deserve it. xx.

RPM FUCKING CLASS

2009-05-27T20:21:00.000-07:00

GYM

It's 10.21am ; skipped school. Will go to gym again today, yesterday's gym is BAD. We went to the RPM class cuz the trainer offers us to go, and he is so hype and make people sang "I LIKE TO, MOVE IT!" we're like wtf is going on, so tired and sweating a lot. And that f-ing trainer mention Sour Sally, fuck you very much. That's it about RPM Class. I want to talk about the other stuffs i did. i do treadmill for 40 minutes, with 0 incline. lol. Today i'll be running uphill for sure, and make it fast. Thanks for the up beat musicY

Everytime i got lazy, i remembered this : FLAT STOMACH! ABS! FERGIE'S BODY! MAXIM HOT 100!

lame, but it's working on me.

xx.

FITNESS - TOMORROW!

2009-05-25T05:08:00.000-07:00

"And I'll be up in the gym just workin' on my fitness, he's my witness!"

thank you Fergie for making me super excited for gym tomorrow. My first time! I don't know anyone who is as excited as I am for working out! woohoo, i can't wait to have that flat stomach and maybe some abs like Ferg (oh, i wish!) Tomorrow will be the big day. I'll lose my fitness-virginity (idk if it makes sense) LaLaLa, it will be a hard work but i just got jimmy iovine's tweets, and he twat this : "Just got back from a workout sesh with Fergie and her bodyguard, that girl runs A LOT" and all the sudden i was like "OKAY I'LL BE RUNNING AS MUCH AS I CAN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FERG!" i got hype - again. Maybe i'll take some pics tomorrow. Let just see. btw, I made a special playlist for tomorrow, all mixed from new and old songs. My trainer will have my attention for a while and then all the sudden ill be on clouds 9 with the music playing. That will make my work out even better. Just pretend that i'm dancing and i won't feel tired at all! That is how much i love music.

IM DONE

2009-05-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

♥ HOT HOT HOT ♥

meow! Josh's looking hot as hell in the new official promo pic

of Transformers : Revenge of The Fallen. Oh God, i'm melting.

I wish i was Mrs.Duhamel. We would make a good looking

kid, lmao. I kidd, I kiddd :)))

TODAY : May 20th 2009

· it's officially 19 months since BEP concert

· last day of exam ; bye bye junior high

· it's 19 days left before The E·N·D!

19 is probably today's lucky number :)))

xoxo

MALDIVES

2009-05-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

there's no point of going to school these days. Really, they just making all of us stressed out each day. I need vacation. First destination would be Reethi Rah One & Only Resort in Maldives. I feel the heat already.

Heaven On Earth

Beautiful Sunset

See The Difference?

I Absolutely Adore White Sand Beaches

This would be my honeymoon destination. Take me there.

xx.

I GOT A FEELING

2009-05-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

I got a feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night because you will hear the next single from The Black Eyed Peas. I haven't heard the studio version but they perform it Live yesterday and It's AMAZING! it got samba mixed on it if you listen to it carefully.

I GOT A FEELING

30 DAYS UNTIL THE E·N·D

HAPPY-GO-LUCKY!

2009-05-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

Do you know what's the best thing i saw from the Costume Institute Gala? If you guessed Fergie, you got it wrong cause she's not even there, she did last year tho.

Drum Roll please, believe it or not it's ASHLEY OLSEN. She's looking great, and sorry if i offend any MK's fans, but her dress looks awful! Ashley's eye make-up is stunning and she pull that dress well!

stunning, and also fierce at the same time! Nice work ashley, don't

go back to your preppy days! Oh God, i feel like a celebrity blogger.

oh umm, anyway... It's my birthday in two days. Can you believe i

didn't realized it until like the past 2 days? whoa. All i want for my

birthday is "Beats By Dr. Dre" but iit's so freaking expensive!

US$350! i would love you forever if you buy me one! seriously!

OH! watch this video (below) if you haven't already!

WAKING UP IN VEGAS

KATY PERRY - ONE OF THE BOYS

xx.

i know you didnt realized it.

2009-05-04T05:35:00.000-07:00

yes, i just said

"Fuck Y'all"

and i know you did NOT realized that.

I LOVE THURSDAY!

2009-04-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

So basically today is the last day of National Exam, and Krissy has the best idea EVER. She told me that "X-Men Origins : Wolverine is already out so why don't we watch it ? We've been studying all week long for the exam anyway" and i was like SHOCKED! Whoa, it should be out on May 1st, and today is one day BEFORE May 1st, and i think you all know what's my reaction; I was like "OKAY LET'S GO! OMGOMGOMG WILL.I.AM HERE I COOOME! WOOHOO! HURRY UP!!!!" yes, i've gone overboard with my excitement.

Me, Krissy, and Joceline went to Jakarta Theater with my car and we ate BK first, YUM! and after we eat, i saw it's already 12.04 (Ha! still remember that!) We bought the tickets and met some friends such as Clarine, Vina, Nara, and a couple of unimportant people. And Krissy saw a poster of Transformers : Revenge of The Fallen! I thought its a terminator poster (stoopeed since i already saw the pic last month) Too bad they don't have Josh Duhamel on the poster!! if they do ill take it home with me, lol.

We chit-chats for a while and wait till 12.45 and finally sat on our seat. I don't know what's wrong with the movie player stuff but it got turned off like 3 times and it bothers me because the movie's being delayed for 15 minutes long! Ugh, i was so mad! i wanna see willie! Microsoft is sooo 2000 and late, Macintosh is so 3008! No viruses for us, HA!

Finally it's will.i.am on the big screen! I really wish i am a teleport-er, i want to sneak in to concerts for free and visit every country i admire (Brentwood, CA is #1 on the list) will's part is quite big, he has fun with Logan in some scene, but then .... *SPOILER ALERT!* he got killed by victor aka logan's brother. Ugh! That's the worst scene ever! I felt sorry about how he dies in the movie, but his acting is good and BETTER than the one who play as Kayla.

I enjoyed the movie and considering it as one of the best movie i've watched. It's such an amazing movie, who ever leaked it on the internet is such an asshole (and soon-to-be dead, because the FBI are looking for them!) it's A MUST WATCH! Hugh Jackman's quite hot. I lovelovelove the movie!

Move on to the next Topic ; A Black Eyed Peas topic.

will.i.am just posted the official album cover for BEP's The E.N.D and at first i don't really like it but it grows fast on me and now i actually like it! Just wait till tomorrow morning or tonight untill i actually LOOOOVEEE it. Green Futuristic Thang!

He said "this is what we look like when fergie, apl, taboo, and will.i.am combine digitally..." and i actually figured that out already, since the it has will.i.am's nose, lol! Just figured it also has Fergie's lips! teehee :B

TWITTERVILLE OVER POPULATED?

2009-04-21T05:24:00.001-07:00

okay. People are starting to figure out what Twitter is. I really hope that it WON'T become like Facebook thingy, used to be fun but now it's over populated. It's a big no no. Please, don't. Enough about Twitter.

On the other news, here's "When In Rome" first look and it's kinda funny. Kristen Bell and Josh Duhamel are too cute, but he's still mine :B

I will totally watch it ASAP, and Kristen Bell is one lucky girl.

P.S. You said everything when You said nothing.

IM SO 3008, YOU'RE SO 2000 AND LATE

2009-04-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

Ready or not but The E.N.D is near, baby!

Boom Boom Pow

One word AMAZING. Tell me whatcha think about the video :)

P.S. Skip the first video if you want to see the video. If you love willie, then don't skip it. This is confusing huh?

FUCKAH!

2009-04-16T03:32:00.000-07:00

What a day! I need someone who truly know how it feels. Damn, you don't even know what happened before all that happened today. Shit, let's get over it. Cheer me up, if you want to. Just an FYI, i swear a lot and kinda didn't pay attention to what people say except some people i respect. I do not respect anyone who didn't respect my work. Why do i feel like no one understand me anymore? They need to be in my shoes to know how it feels. xoxo.

You think You know but You have no idea. Disappointed.

STAR SPANGLED BANNER !

2009-04-15T01:04:00.000-07:00

YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS!

i can tell how nervous she was, you can compare it

with the one below. But she's done a very good job.

She hit all the right note, well that is what the

YouTuber said since i know nothing about music

and stuffs :/

ANOTHER THING? YESSSS

2009-04-15T00:13:00.000-07:00

....JUST SAYIN'

Why do People always remember about other's negative behavior? Like when you have a problem with them you will always remember what they do wrong to you on the past? That's not real friends.

I don't think i ever said that i'm a real friend to Jabba. Seriously, i know you're reading this blog. And i thought you knew that ME AND MY FRIENDS (as you say) hate you so fucking much. The thing is, don't try to be nice to them to make them feel sorry for you. You are too spoiled for a 9th grader just talk to the 7th graders cause you act exactly like them. For US you are just the same as the 7th grader. Blah, keep talking, no one is listening to you, or even TALK to you. And i need to tell you something, when you think MY FRIENDS didn't hate you anymore you got it all wrong because they still do, they just don't know how to show it like I do. And uh, I'm not the first one who hate you. I'm talking facts, and I'm not talking BULLSHIT like you do. That's just way too funny. WE LOLed. You can talk about me cause I'm a hot topic. When i love something i will love it with all my heart but when i hate something i will try my best to kill them, not physically but mentally. This is serious. Scared? Told yer mom? I thought so, you are just too predictable. Why? BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST TOO SPOILED, D'OH!

a very good friend of mine has a note for you, a VERY good one ; I never really hate 'hate' you, you just annoy me but that's it. Your sisters( the TWINS) they are the one I HATE SO FREAKING MUCH.

enough talking about you in here, but it will still be continue, don't worry sweet heart. Mommy will always has your back :3 cutie, chubby, JABBA!

isn't it so easy to laugh about other people like YOU always do? Laughing annoyingly. HA!

Lady GaGa? since when? i thought you like SluttyCyrus?! ugh two faced girl, i know you talk about SluttyCyrus all the time behind my back. A friend told me. You just talk bad about her in front of me. What do you think ill do if you like her? ill be fine! Look at Mila, she loooves hannah montannaahhhorwhateveisit and i'm cool with it. Don't try to be cool, a kid will always be a kid. A kid didn't listen to GaGa, they listen to HSM AND OTHER DISNEY CRACKING MUSIC. ew, wannabes are the most annoying. Since when you like electro/dance music? Stop being wannabes. Go back to your DISNEY music, they suit you, 7th grader KID.

I'm so mean to you, eh? sorry baby. Find new friends and go away from my life. By saying my life that include my friends because they are part of me. Hah :)

P.S. here's a thing, shut ur so called sisters, the TWINS. I have problems with you, NOT THEM. actually, they made me hate you even more. And they also made me hate them. Just remember the note above that i put on bold. it says everything.

HOT N COLD

2009-04-12T21:06:00.000-07:00

MY MOM CHANGES HER MIND LIKE A GIRL CHANGES CLOTHES

sometimes i just HATE you so much

YOUR PANTS' ON FIRE

2009-04-11T05:11:00.000-07:00

okay this is stupid. I've just watched Marley & Me because of Nico's suggestion. He told me that the dog didn't dies in the end, ugh you liar pants on fire. I skipped some scenes (okay, a lot of scenes) to look what will happen in the end, and doo doo doo doom ; The Dog Dies. Piece of crap i'm crying right now, the tears just won't stop. This movie isn't a good influence for me, why? MY MOM SAID I COULDN'T BRING MY DOG TO MY HOUSE. Shit, you wanna know what? The secret works and i don't know if i could still think about anything positive. This is a big mistake. BIG mistake.

JABBAAA!

2009-04-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

it's 9.48 p.m. in here, just finished watching Lipstick Jungle and it's quite nice. Vegas still owns me and it will not be replace anytime soon.

Okay let's start with something juicy. Hah, not really. This post will be interesting if you know that two 7th Grader twins. I will talk about them, because they want to try to put their ass on my shoes.

The story starts with their big sister, like truly "BIG". She's a 9th grader, just like me but she acts like 7th grader which is why she only hangs out with them kiddos. She probably crying her ass now, since we the used-to-be-friends stop talking to her because she acts annoyingly. For example : when we eat, she will stare at us, and if she couldn't help it no more she will open her mouth and started to say "MAU DONG, AAAA :O" which is ew-ing. We gave her the silent treatment for a month and she just won't go away from our life, so we had no choice but to say it clearly in her face. Yeah, she finally left us alone and it seems like she's too scared to say that she's fucking hates me, which makes me laugh. Since she couldn't open her own mouth so she's telling shit to her twin-sisters about ME (ugh, like i care). The twins started to call me a bitch and i think it's cool because i barely know them and they hate me so i felt like Paris Hilton, so thanks twins you both are jealous huh? I know you do deep down inside. You know what? when you're messing with me, i don't play it easy, i'll be silent for once and being mean later. Haven't you heard that 3 of you are the most hated sisters in school? I'm telling you facts now. What can you do to me? Because, I already have enemies before and they try to kill me and the thing is, i'm still alive and it's a nice experiences. Say it to my face, please? I will be nice if you do. And uh, i don't know if we could do cat fights with your freaking java-accent-meets-english. And for that BIG girl, please stop doing that little-girl-wannabe voice if you want to have a boyfriend because i know you've once asked us about why haven't you get a bf yet. okay i'm done talking. I hope you read this note. And fyi, you won't be JoBros' GF. Even tho i think they are GAYGAYGAY but they are still too good for you. You deserve the worst. Oops did i just wrote that? oh well.

btw, i still have LOTS of secrets to tell. Yum. Don't worry babies, i won't blab about that thing you told me on last year's field trip. I'm still waiting for your Revenge.

ICKY ICKY POO JABBA!

I'm not really a bitch, i'm just playing one in your life.

xx.

PLAYING THE ROLE 'SARCASTIC'

2009-04-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I think I'm in the mood to write. Probably will update this blog more.

Sometimes i didn't really know what to write, like seriously my life isn't so interesting. These days, i tends to stay at home more and i actually love it. I'm not that popular kids and i'm trying to be one. Most of peoples just keep complaining about everything you do (or wear) when you are one of that popular kids, what i'm trying to say is, they aren't Hollywood celebrities, get over it. And for those who calls me attention-whore: please, do you know me? Have you been friends with me? Like, you guys have to understand something, some people like you just got me all wrong, when i dance or sing that's just the way i have fun. It's not like you never do that, be honest to yourself. It's quite the same behavior that you do, that i-talk-so-loud behavior, i could judge you by saying you are the attention whore, but i don't. Why? cause i don't know you. There, you need to know and learn this : Don't Judge People You Don't Know That Much. Get it?

See, i just don't know what to write so i just wrote everything that came out from my mind. ugh, i still have 2 more days of exams, haven't study for tomorrow tho' because i don't know what to study. LaLaLaLa, just wish me luck. If you wish me a bad luck, just beware because i use the law of attraction in here which means the negative words just won't work and turns out the opposite way, which also means that what ever you do (wish me luck / wish me a bad luck) it will still be a good luck. Don't understand? Watch the secret.

To be honest, i felt smart for knowing something you don't know but you think you know.

P.S. You said everything when you said nothing. xoxo

BACK ON TRACK

2009-04-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

Never know how i could survive. How i could easily laugh about it. Is it meant to be like that? This is confusing. Which one's real? I'm so dumb for asking. I'm now in a very good place of my life, should i be thinking about this? Maybe I should, there's a point where we all should think about the future, right? About how it will ends. Every beginning will always has an End, and it's already happened before. Now what's the point of asking? I don't know. Some people said it's fun, but some just said ..You'll never know. Confusing? Yes. Bitches like me just won't shut up. Wait, why am I calling myself a bitch? then i remembered what they said, you will never know. When you starting a life, you just never know what will happen, what will you do, what mistakes you'll make, but sometimes you have to choose between two complete different life and start asking yourself questions you can't answer. Now I begin to understand what friendship really means. How disagreement is just normal. How I could just be myself and they love me for who I really am. Integrity is the key, honesty is next.

This past 3 years are just amazing. Many Ups and Downs, Highs and Lows. Been friends to a couples of peoples, made mistakes, been one of the most hated, realized it, grow up, move on, met new friends, and finally starting a new life. Now the lessons' learned. I won't make the same mistakes ever again. Of course i do have some regrets but it's all made me who i am now.

Now, my best friends are just the best, i couldn't ask for more. They respect me and i respect them as an individual, they have opinions which will never always be the same as mine. They are loving, and they know the real me. They told me when i do something wrong and still support me. Next year, some of them will go to their own separate ways. I'll miss you guys a lot. I will miss how we always LOLed every break time. FUN! I case you don't know, You guys always made my day. Sorry for all the mistakes. I love you all and I'm considering all of you as a best friend forever. Uh, and one more thing, Jabba is not included on the list.

♥TasshaJocelineNicoKrissyNatashaMilaMichaelRyan♥

P.S. I read lots of magazines today and it took more than 7 hours (and still hasn't finished all of it). Seriously. I'm desperately looking for Inspiration, maybe i should make my own inspiration book?

P.S.S. i just realized something. Uh, i can spell, i just can't pronounce. lol. it's actually kinda funny. I LOLed.

EXAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

2009-04-02T05:57:00.000-07:00

This is the next reason(s) why someone should slap me on the face. I have exam tomorrow, a hard one, it's geography-economy-history-sociology all in one. Shiz. I'm not even in the mood to study, one read stuffs that I think I should read. I never pay attention to the teacher while she's giving us some work to do. Can't answer anything right.

I felt stupid. But who's REALLY studying? You? probably not. Hah, why should we learn those stuffs really? Ugh! The only one i enjoy is economy, it's quite fun actually.

It's 8.05pm, im about to sleep, well, let's just hope that the exam will not be that hard. wish me luck!

Slap me, you should remind me to study. Im sleepy.

2009-03-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERGIE FERG!

wish you all the best, Dutchess!

i know i'm late to wish her a happy birthday in here, but whatever. I'm too lazy to post the pic of her in her bday bash or Ultra Music Festival, she looks gorgeous tho' btw, The Peas has just performed BOOM BOOM POW live at Ultra Music Festival it's their first time to performed it live. Lucky Party Peoples over there. Some of them are partying with The Peas at Fergs Bday Bash. Not Fair!

FYI : Josh is there (in Miami) for his wifey's birthday, he shouldn't be because he's filming 'When In Rome' with Kristen Bell. I wish i was Ferg, damn it. He loves her soooo freaking much. JEALOUS!

xoxo.

This is why Paris wrote songs about people like you. The IckyIckyPoo people like you.

2009-03-22T06:00:00.000-07:00

okay, so finally i've decided to explain everything in here, my blog.

I won't be such a faker by saying there's no hard feelings, because I know there is (between you and me). I know you don't like me that much and won't say it to my face. So, there's this point where i have to tell you about this, because it's getting a little annoying.

First, i have to say sorry first and i'm not trying to start a fight between us because it's just silly to do that. I just try to tell you a reason why i play (or use) my phone eveytime/anytime/everywhere.

Okay, here we go. The first reason. You probably know i've been wanting that phone since 6 months ago when no one has it yet. I know all about the application, I've seen some videos of it on YouTube, and i've been praying everyday since then. I asked my mom about it and she said NO. Why? because it's waay too expensive, and yes i cried that day but i try to move on and wait. I keep telling my self that i'll have it one day, because i watched The Secret a lot so i use their 'Law Of Attraction' if you know what i mean. Then after (probably) 3 months i've lost a little interest on that phone but i still want it, and my mom asked me if i still wanted it and of course i said YES! then after that day i keep asking for it, and the problem is every single time i asked for the phone she asked me back about my dog. She asked my permission to give my dog to someone else and keep pushing me and make me think for the best for Rico (in case you don't know, it's my dog's name). If you dont have dogs you probably wont understand, but it's hard for me. I cried a lot, and haven't make a choice until now. The dog's still mine and i still think it's the best altho i can't take him to my new house. So after a while i stop asking for it because i don't want her to ask about my dog. I wanted it so bad and i keep praying. And one day there's a fight on my family and my mom haven't got home yet because she's still on church. My sister has a fight with my dad, i cried a lot. I dont want you to know about the problem cause it's none of your business. All i wanted you to know is the fight is so big. Then at 12am (p.s. its in the middle of the night) my mom got home. I'm still crying, i couldn't sleep, keep thinking about the problem, i pray and pray and wish that everything will be okay. Then my mom went to my room and give me a BlackBerry Bold. it was supposed to be a surprise for me and my sister, but the fight happened. I supposed to be very happy or maybe screaming if i'm not sad but i give no reaction at all that time. I put it away and charged it and go back to my bed and them tears just wont stop (and it's not because im happy). My mom slept with me that day cause she knows i'm still so sad about what happened with my dad and my sister. and the next day i bought my phone to school and finally get too excited about it, i finally have it after all those months where i've been waiting patiently, THERE IS IT THE FIRST AND THE MOST IMPORTANT REASON OF ALL. You know it's not like i asked for it today and got it tomorrow. I need a full (or maybe over) 5 months. That's why i'm VERY damn excited about it. I use it because i love it. I'm not showing off, because if i really wanna show off, i should've do it since the first day i got it, I should say or maybe screaming to everyone like "HEEYY I GOT A NEW PHONE AND ITS BLACKBERRY BOLD!!!" but no, i didn't. I only say that to my close friends because they know how i wanted it so bad. And then the next reason why i listen to music a lot is because Music is my soul and i couldn't live without it. You know my idol is a musician and i adore her and her music and her band music. I keep checking on new music about anyone (i like) on the internet too, that's why i open my phone a lot. I don't want to be the last to know about new news about BEP's new album (which will come it in june 9th) and people used to ask me about it and they want the songs so i send it to them, that is the third reason why i open my phone a lot.

I hope now you understand and please, if you still hate me just say it to my face. You know, i hate Fakers who start being friendly to people just because you want to use them for your own good. And again, i'm not trying to start a fight. It's only an opinion and some reasons to tell because i think you don't even know me or my personality. If you mature enough you should've been understand.

xx.

JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT...

2009-03-08T09:07:00.000-07:00

♥ I LOVE MSTRKRFT AND CROOKERS ♥

electro is the new shit, baby!

You've Just Figured Out Something Today, Honey!

2009-03-05T05:52:00.000-08:00

You know what? I just want to say that I'm Smiling too much these days and it's Healthy. Why shouldn't I really? Things are getting Better. Thank You Jesus Lord, I Love You.

This Guy Below Always Brighten Up My Days!

Just Put The Cigarette Away, Will You?

Funny Man :)

This Picture Makes Me Smile Even More

Just play Golf, be Taller, be Humble, and be a Romantic One. Ha! I love You!

BLAAAH!

2009-03-01T04:27:00.001-08:00

Yes, I know it has been a while since i updated the blog. Blah, no one cares anyway, this is like my personal diary. I got busy with my BlackBerry, and..... school. People, that's a BIG news! I've been studying!

Listen up y'all cause THIS is it, the beat that i'm bangin' is the next shit.

Got math try out tomorrow, ttyl.

BE BOLD

2009-02-19T01:54:00.000-08:00

Finally got a BlackBerry Bold, not really that happy when i got it because it's not the right time. It's supposed to be a surprised for me (altho' my sist got one too) but then something bad, really really bad happen and you don't have to know about it. But now i got too excited about my BB, i use it too much. I got bored fast but i don't think i'll ever get bored with this one, i don't know about later tho' lmao.

BlackBerry Pin : 2570b18b

Feel free to add me to your BBM if you know me ;)

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2009-02-17T05:48:00.000-08:00

Please, this is too much for me to handle. I don't wanna hear the conversation no more. Don't leave. I guess i do love you and i hate to admit it. FYI, this isn't about a boy.

GOOD BYE(S)!

2009-02-16T06:27:00.000-08:00

GOODBYE.

My cousin has left the town, she's back to Melbourne today. I'm gonna miss her, but i probably will go to Melb in June 2009, well.. I hope so. She won't go back to Jakarta until December 2009, that's almost a year. I supposed to go to the airport with her today, but i'm late. Yesterday she said that she will leave the house at 3pm, so i go to her house at 2pm from school and they've already left. I cried when i know that i'm late. I will miss yoou. Byebye Kak Shar, i love you so mucho!

another good bye goes to Krissy. She got the scholarship, will leave Jakarta at October 2009, can't use internet for 9 weeks. Damn, i'll miss you. I'm happy for you, but when you leave i'm sure it will feels weird like something is missing. Almost everyone changing their school for high school. Mila will go to Tirta Marta, Joceline will go to Bellarminus, Nico is probably going to SMA 8, and now you got the scholars. Aww, i'll miss you guys so much.. I'll miss the time when we laugh together! I'll totally miss Mila for her craziness! lmao. It's only me, Michael, Natasha, and Ryan left.. That's the reason why i don't wanna go to high school.. Finding a new friend ain't easy! :( Oh stop it, i'll cry if i keep thinking about that.

VALENTINES DAY? MORE LIKE HALLOWEEN TO ME!

2009-02-15T00:01:00.000-08:00

♡JOSH DUHAMEL♡

CLICK THE PICTURE TO SEE THE ACTUAL SIZE

This is a Valentines day post, i guess. One word, Coincidence. I'm only in the mood to post a picture of Josh. Josh is out of town now with Fergie to an undisclosed location (they jetted out at LAX just one day before V-day, HA!), isn't it good to be a richie-rich-rich celebrity?

Anyway, Josh always hold his Blackberry, his car key, and also his wallet on his hand. How huge is your hand, Joshie? you all know I'm a midget and he's the hottest gigantic ever. Aren't we look cute together? He is 192cm tall, and I'm probably only 153cm tall or maybe.. shorter? i don't know.

192cm - 153cm = 39cm

You have to laugh, i laughed when i realized about that. Well, at least i'm still taller than my mom. I'm not lying, she's shorter, i'm sorry mommy.

UPDATE: I just saw the picture more carefully, it seems like Josh is holding a script! YEAH! I wonder what kind of character he will play, and i hope it's not a thriller or horror movie like Turistas because i'm too scared to watch it.

P.S. Josh, you better gimme your Blackberry pin ASAP! Kissessss for you, hey my sweetbabboo :)

PEREZEERRRR!

2009-02-13T05:37:00.001-08:00

PEREZ!PEREZ!PEREZ!

Perez is practically my life. I've been religiously open the site since like, January 2008 or probably late 2007, I don't remember. I've never missed a day without opening it, except when i'm out of town. Yes, i know he hates Fergie, but i don't care. His post is really fun to read, specially when he talk about sluttycyrus or BiHan or saMAN. I love the way he edited every pictures with paint. He's Katy Perry's best friend. The two of them has a HUGE sense of humor. Loves it. I got updated faaast. No one in my school open the site and i like it that way. You won't love him if you don't have a big sense of humor. Trust me. Perezito is freaking awesome, a lot of people hates him and I used to be one of them but i'm not anymore, right now I loooove him BIG time. It's a shame, and i can't help myself. Too hard to resist. I'm clearly a fan of Perez.

P.S. You think You know but You have no idea.

THINKING OF YOU

2009-02-12T05:13:00.001-08:00

I (am still) listen to one of Katy Perry's song all day today. The song made me cry for no reason, well actually there's a reason, a really stupid reason that i won't share to anyone, yes ANYONE. The song doesn't even picture my situation, but some of the lyrics does. Trying to hold up my tears but i can't, how sad. Don't ask, i will not answer or give you any details.

I admit that i do act like such a bitch today, sorry. If you truly know me, you should've known that i'm a fucking emotional little lady. Hate it? You should, because I do, a lot. So you can finally see my softer side now.

I'm extremely fucked up today. At first no one knew about it then something happened. That's suck as hell.

You probably won't know what i'm talking about, well I know you don't. No one know about it and i'll keep this one to myself. Telling you everything isn't right, specially about this one. I wish i can be a Mannequin with no feelings. You still know nothing yet. Try to find it out yourself if you care.

That teacher should stop talking, you don't know how much i hate you now. You made my day even worst.

STOP COMPARING ME TO THAT OTHER GIRL, WE ARE A COMPLETE DIFFERENT PERSON. I DON'T NEED TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME BUT I'M ALREADY HAPPY WITH MYSELF AND YOU SHOULD NOT RUIN IT. YOU TOLD ME ABOUT IT LIKE A MILLION TIMES AND I'M SICK OF IT.

Anyway i still have one good news : Mr. Jimmy Lovine has confirmed that the new Black Eyed Peas single is coming very very soon. I'll remind you when it comes out even if you do not care about it. The new album is going to be freaking awesome and you should buy it.

Just Trying To

Cheer Myself

P.S. you think you know, but you have no idea.

NO RIHANNA. AGAIN!

2009-02-10T02:16:00.000-08:00

Rihanna concert is canceled again. You wanna know why? Because of Chrissy. Oops i mean Chris Brown, he has beaten her up. Now now, lemme tell you something, she's a girl and you're a boy, did you ever realized that? OH! you did, and you said you won't hurt a girl. Don't be such an asshole to the world (and to RiRi, of course), some boys are good at talking, watch out girls.

Here's the thing, I really have no idea that you've lost your mind, i think Rihanna didn't know about it either. I thought you are a good boy, i guess i'm wrong. Glad that i've never been a fan of yours. Rihanna is a nice girl, she's not a sluttymiley-kind-of-girl. She's actually really down to earth and have a good fashion sense.

hope you will feel better soon Rihanna, and remember to find a better boyfriend, 'kay? We heart you and still looking forward to see you performing live.

I'M HAVING MY PEREZ MOMENT

KILLING THE TIME

2009-02-09T06:42:00.001-08:00

it's been such a long week. But it's prolly the last week where i can have fun. Lotsa tests are coming, including the freaking math try out next Saturday. It's hard to be a 9th grader, huh?

I'm currently listening to Rihanna, well i know you already know why. Soon you'll see me lost my voice.

Did you watched this year's Grammy? I haven't watched it. Paris were there, she wore a nice shorty-short-short dress. But Fergie didn't attended it, so did Rihanna. Katy Perry's dress is nice, just not as nice as i thought it'll be. All i want to say is, this year's Grammy isn't THAT fun. Katy's still so funny and adorable tho when she sang "I Kissed a Girl"

xoxo.

FACEBOOK

2009-02-03T05:59:00.000-08:00

won't talk about princess RiRi.

My dad has just made a Facebook account. Damn, I can't write anything bad no more. And one more thing, he's not a technology freak kinda guy so i guess he didn't really understand some stuffs. Groarr!, won't tell you details about what he did tho'

Update : Dang, he also made an MSN account today. I need privacy, daddy! Guess this blog is the only place where i can blab my anger (and emotion)

xoxo.

YOU THINK YOU KNOW, BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA

2009-01-27T01:05:00.000-08:00

Strawberry Addict, Quirky, and Adorable. Who else could it be? It's Katy Perry!

I adore her and i won't lie, my first source is Google. But who cares, i mean i'm not googling someone else's hubbies, let's just say i'm being sarcastic to a six grader kid.

I'm having a dance off with my self every time i turn on my CD player. Can you believe she's Perez Hilton's best friend? Well at least she's not a mean-ie like him. I love the lyrics of her songs! Well Lily Allen should be killed for being such a jealous bitch. Katy's fashion sense is amazing! i love what she's wearing, specially when she dress up like a doll because it fits her cute-and-quirky personality.

You should check out some really good videos of her on youtube, she's really awesome singing live. The girl can sing and play guitar reaaally well!

She's my latest obsession, i know you can see that by reading this post. Let me share some more good pictures of her.

P.S. this is a special post dedicated to Katy Perry, so i make it as colorful as her album.

HugsAndKisses!

TOO MUCH TALKING AND SWEARING

2009-01-16T04:50:00.000-08:00

Guess what? I've already saw the wedding pictures. Thank you Jesus for making my wish came true, Fergie and Josh sold the pictures to UsWeekly which came out today, i'm so excited about it cause it has 8 pages of Fergie and Josh. Since I live in Indonesia, it may came out next week and not today, how rude is that? But whatever, it's worth to wait. Actually i really think they should've sold the pictures to In Style, because they are the first one to announce that Josh had a naughty dream about Fergie, lols. But oh well, all that I want is the pictures! I already saw the cover of the magazine and it's really cute :)

Okay I need to stop talking about them.

Now I'm going to start talking about me. Yesterday i got a Physics lesson at school and 10 minutes before the bell rang we had finished the lesson that we should study today so the teacher just told us some stupid and corny jokes so i didn't pay much attention to it. I were writing Josh's full name in a paper and he saw it and said "Hey! who is that Joshua David Duhamel? " and all the people in my class laughed at it. And i said "He is just one good looking man." and he said "Who cares if he's good looking, he didn't know you anyway!" i wish i had a courage to talk back but i don't so i just shut my fucking mouth and continue the drawing and then the bell rang and we had a break time for 15 minutes and then we had citizenship lesson and then go home. Well I have a physics extracurricular after school so i just play with my laptop with some friends and he saw us when he was walking and ask "So who is this Joshua boy really is?" and at that time i was looking at their wedding pictures so i let him see it and he said "The guy from Twilight is more good looking! " And I was like whatever he has that gay face that i think that's just ... i dont know! ew-ing?? So I just keep looking at the pictures and i don't really care about what he said, he knows nothing about celebrity, he only know about Paris, Britney, Brangelina, and stuffs. Sometimes he's annoying, just like yesterday, but sometimes he's nice so... oh well. I need to stop talking about people and also stop swearing, like seriously i hate my bad habits and it getting worse every single time, moi need some hypnotheraphy! faaaast!

xoxo.

MR. AND Mrs. DUHAMEL!

2009-01-13T03:36:00.000-08:00

i think my fingers are lazier than my brain. This post is only about pictures and a little caption. The fingers are too lazy to type. Don't blame me, blame them.

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FERGIE AND JOSH DUHAMEL'S WEDDING INVITATION

The caricature is the cutest thing, ever!

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THE JEWELRIES

Josh's ring are made by white-gold, it's simple and nice. Look at Fergie's, they don't even look like a wedding ring. Love the BIG diamond! The price? The easy-to-say-hard-to-spend $6millions, WOOT! anyway H. Stern has done a good job so the price is worth it!

I bet there's still a lot of jewelries that she wore!

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POPPIN' CHAMPAGNE, LIVIN' THE LIFE!

They put the wrong initial! it should've been JD ♥ SL , lmao!

FERGAMEL ARE MARRIED!

2009-01-10T23:48:00.000-08:00

Fergamel are married everyone! I don't think we can see their wedding pictures (unless they sell it to a magazine, which i think they won't) with all the metal detector and a very tight security, no paparazzi could come in, well even their guests can't bought any cameras or cellphone, they have planned it so well. All that i found is the pictures of their guests, thanks to JustJared. Usmagazine said the married couple and their bridesmaids and groomsmen wore D&G, i guess that's the reason why i saw Fergs hanging out with Stefano Gabbana last month. H.Stern designed their ring. Fergie and Josh tied the knot at the Church Estates Vineyards in Malibu, damn it! one of my cousin lives there!

The new parents, Rebecca Romijn and Jerry O'Connell were among the invited guests, you can also find Mario Lopez (Ferg's ex who shared his first kiss with her and also a finalist on Dancing With The Stars), Kid Rock, Slash, Kate Hudson (Ferg's co-star on the upcoming movie "Nine"), The Black Eyed Peas members and bandmates, and also Josh's co-star from "Las Vegas" (Molly Sims, James Caan, Vanessa Marcil). Josh's family from Minot, North Dakota flew to Malibu to attend the wedding ceremony, they love Fergie so much and they are also so excited.

I'm pretty sure that I will cry if i found the picture of Fergie and Josh at the wedding ceremony! The reason is probably because i'm happy for them and also because i'm jealous, lol. They are so cute together, can't wait to see their future babies! ( Fergie said the babies need to wait after the upcoming Black Eyed Peas tour for their new-and-also-upcoming album The E.N.D)

Let me tell you something, when i talk about Fergie or Josh Duhamel or Black Eyed Peas i just couldn't stop.

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Look what i found !

THE MOST AMAZING HIGH HEELS

looks like it's too big !

P.S : it's from Fergie's Harpers Bazaar Photoshoot!

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I just read Clarine's blog yesterday. I saw she wrote something about me, thanks Clar!

To Clarine.

thanks for your compliment! i really appreciate that. I think i would never be a better person without all the thing you did last year. What meant to be is meant to be and i'm sorry for all the bad things i did to you last year, hopefully i wouldn't do it again to anybody this year. Thanks for being such a supportive friend! Let's just hope that we wouldn't hate each other again, ever. Good luck with all the things you do now. Hope you will have a lot of fun with all your friends and family this year. And I'll try not to cheat as much as i used to! lol ;)

Hugs&Kisses.

i'll have a test for my senior high school thing tomorrow and i haven't study yet.

Later, everyone!

HELLO THERE, 2009!

2009-01-01T08:58:00.000-08:00

PARTY! PARTY! PARTY!

i tried to drank ice wine and my face turned red-ish, lmao! i had fun last night and then fell asleep. Life is good!

Wish that i live in Vegas and go to Dick Clark's New Year Rockin' Eve that Fergie hosted (it's pre-taped but who cares? Josh and Fergie are there!)

First I have to say sorry to Fergie and Josh Duhamel cause i'm sure they will not be happy to see the picture that i post but i just can't help myself. They are not a Brangelina kind of couple, you will never find a picture of them posing (and giving a cheesy smile) at the red carpet together. And then the most recent pictures of them leaked on the internet...

♥♥♥

i'm so jealous :d but oh well... They are getting married on 10th of January (not a confirmed news but they didn't deny it, so...) I am so happy for them but at the same time i'm also jealous! This is the first picture of them kissing (there's another one but in a very low quality)! Aww, i can't stop smiling, they are too cute! Fergie's so short, look at Josh he's putting an effort to kiss her, lmao!

xoxo!

NEW YEER

2008-12-31T02:14:00.000-08:00

2009 HERE I COME

I enjoyed 2008 so bad that i don't wanna let it go, but here i am trying to get ready for a new year, 2009.

I didn't have any New Year Resolution last year but right now, i do. Here goes the list :

1. Stop biting my nails, it's getting worse everyday, i need hypnotherapy like ferg :p

2. Stop being so emotional, i cried a lot this year and i hate it D:

3. Try to study more, there i said it.

I guess that's it, if i find something new i'll update it.

I will totally miss 2008. I have alot of ups and downs that i'll never forget, let me tell you about it :)

1. I have a great time on holidays with Sally Ann and Clarine, thank you so much :) we fought a couple times but i'm very thankful that we can still be friends.

2. Retreat with Magriet! I have fun (on free time) with my friends :D gila gua inget banget Elfira nge-MD terus kepengen pipis gara-gara denger 'suara' nya Nico!

3. I moved to my new house! I can't bring Rico with me, and i really do miss him. A LOOT :''''(

4. Rihanna postponed her concert! grr! ampe dia gak jadi dateng sih ya gua ngamuk deh sama Amrozi.

5. My Fergie for Kipling bags! Oma bought it for me, thankyou oma, you're the besssttt!!

THANKYOU!

First of all i gotta thank God for giving me such a nice friends and family and also for everything that he gave me :D

♥ MY FAMILY

weehee mami papi emang suka cerewet banget tapi im so happy to have them. kakak gua suka pengen gua bunuh kadang-kadang tapi kadang2 juga baik sih..sebenernyaa. omaomaomaaa, i love oma so muuuchh! oma tuh oma paling gaul dan baik dari seluruh oma-oma yang ada di duniaa! weehee! and seluruh tantetante gua yang kadang suka anehaneh dan om om guaa yang radarada gila juga :D i love you all :DD

♥ TASSHA

i lovelovelove youu! gila ya taon ini kehidupan kita kayak sama gitu ceritanya, gila kok bisa gitu sih aneh banget. Kita udah jarang banget ketemu nih, lu sih sekolah di Sanur, ah gak seru lu tas, haha. Tapi kita gila ya telponan ampe berjam-jam, hahahha terus kalo tleponan biasanya ngomongin seseorang terus baca blognya buat diketawain, hahahahaa parah ah kita, eh gua sih yang lebih parah ngatain dianya. haha. Lu sih musti cepet ke rumah gua tas kalo nggak kado lu gua sita soalnya bagus gimana dong yah gua juga kepengen sih aslinya haha :D

♥ JOCELINE

thankyou udah mau nemenin gua nangis, hehhee. You're the nicest person ever! we cheated on a Geography test, belajarnya setengah - setengah gitu, terus dapet 60! haha parah ya padahal yang lain nilainya kea jelek-jelek semua, haha. L utuh orang nya enak banget buat diajak ngomong! thanx ya udang ngajarin gua maen Rubiks, weehee asik gua dikira pinter :D

♥ NICO

the nicest boy-friend i ever met( and know). Lu tuh enak banget diajak ngomong nyambung terus you are not an asshole like some other guys! haha, thankyou udah mau dengerin gua nangis juga, hahah senasib sama Joceline lu. Terus lu kea enak buat becanda sama ngata-ngatain orang karena lu ngomongnya nancep banget sumpah, haha suka gak jelas juga sih luu, tapi yaaa... gitu deh gatau ah. :D

♥ KRISSY

gila kris lu ngalahin gua nonton Twilight ampe 4 kali, hahaha. Lu tuh baik banget orangnyaa terus enak buat ngegosipin si babigel jijayjijayy, hahahha. Lu orangnya enak buat becanda sama ngajak ngomong tentang Josh Duhamel karena yang nyambung cuman lu kalo gua lagi ngomongin dia, hahaha. :D

♥ MILA

weehee mila asik diajak ngomong, terus klao becanda bisa ampe gila banget hahaha, terus kalo ngomongin orang nancepp hahha. Lu enak banget buat diajak gila-gila an terus kabur MIP gitu, asik nih kita udah gak ada MIP tapi ada try out. yah sama aja, hahha :D

♥ NATNAT

gila dulu gua jahat banget men sama lu, maaf yaa. Lu tuh ternyata orangnya baik banget terus seru buat diajak ngomong gitu, heheh. Terus waktu di GI kita di burgerking sama MP, Welsen, Nico ngomongin . . . . HAHAHA, parah banget sih kita. hahah :D

♥ MP

weehee cie MP akhirnya punya cewe juga, hahah. MP itu orang nya bae tapi kadang-kadang suka gak jelas, hahhaa. Terus lagu-lagu lu tuh gila treak-treakan smua cape gua kalu lu ma natnat lagi dengerin lagu, hahha. jk :D

♥ Everyone

thankyou, you, you, you, and you!

HAP-PEA

NEW

YEAR

2009

Now let's get the party started!

BEACH-ING AROUND

2008-12-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

This is what really happened last Saturday.

We go to the Marbella beach and I have no preparation because my mom told me just an hour before we went there. We arrive at 02.00 P.M. and we go home at 05.30 P.M. It's fun and I want more :c My grandma wanna go home cause she's not feeling well, so we have no choice. We take some pictures and it turns out pretty good, thanks to the nice weather. I love beaches ♥

♥ LOVE ♥

MY NEW BOYFRIEND

2008-12-28T03:54:00.000-08:00

I kicked George Sampson ass out of my list, i guess he's not hot enough :P Mr. Rathbone is now my new Number Two. Josh is still my Number One, he's irreplaceable.

Jackson Rathbone

i'm in love with him since the first time i watched Twilight

He's now all over the magazine, so lemme tell you, HE IS MINE :D

NOT SO MERRY CHRISTMAS

2008-12-25T08:05:00.000-08:00

IT'S CHRISTMAS.

can someone please cheer me up?

Look what i found on YouTube :)

"i hate you

  you hate me
  lets be friends and kill barney
  with a big shot gun and barney's on the floor no more purple dinosaur"

Sorry Barney :)

FEELINGs

2008-12-20T03:52:00.000-08:00

i'm not in the mood to write about the retreat or anything.

I can't believe that i still remember about things, it's so fucking hard to forget. It sucks. Another weird feeling comes by every minutes, i'm a debbys now. I don't even know why it's still annoy me.

I Hate This Part Right Here.

Life is getting worse, and it shouldn't be like that because i thought i've already forgot about things. My Past and My Future or anything else.

Should I shut my fucking mouth or should I just say it out loud ?

.. anyway, i just want you all to know that this is not THAT worse. This feeling(s) can come and go in any second. One word, emotional.

TWO ROLEMODELS, ONE HOT STUFF

2008-12-06T07:04:00.000-08:00

I really want to post something about Brigitte Bardot but i totally forgot about that after i saw Paris' new pictures. "She has the same top as Fergie" that's the first thing that came out of my mind after i saw the pictures, and i totally remember that Fergie wore the same top on Idol Gives Back when she performs "Barracuda" with Hearts, so i check my gallery to make sure that i'm right, but then i realized that i have a lot of pictures of her so i decided to googled it to made it faster.

SAME HOT STUFF

fyi, the girl on Paris' left is Britanny Flickinger, she's the winner on Paris Hilton's My New BFF.

There's a new things about both of them, i just found a new picture of them together, it's from Japan Music Video Award.

The guy on the middle is really annoying when he talk, i know that because he's the host on JVMA. I'm sorry but i really think he is just so FUGLY. Eww!

xoxo!

EXAM

2008-12-01T04:06:00.001-08:00

Monday sucks, gosh i hate it. Today i have history, sociology, economics, geographic, and citizenship exam. This stuff drives me crazy, thank god we only have English and Bahasa for tomorrow because right now I'm fucking sick .

This stupid flu is killing me, and i also have a headache right now. I can't study and i haven't study anything. It's only 7pm now, i should've been studying right now. Damn it.

i will post something meaningful when i feel better.

xoxo.

RUBIK'S YOUR LIFE

2008-11-21T03:14:00.000-08:00

I can solve the 3x3 Rubik's cube. Thanks to Joceline :D that amazing toys is taking me away from boredom. Me wants it :B

i bet you gonna love the miniature Rubik's too, because i do!

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Paris-Benji is over. They have been dating for 9 months, i felt bad for them :( i found the perfect song for Paris, the song called Happily Never After, it's from Pussycat Dolls new album, Doll Domination.

Lyrics to Happily Never After :

I don't think I want this anymore,

As she drops the ring to the floor

She says to herself You've left before

This time you will stay gone, that's for sure

And he shattered something else,

She dragged her suitcase down the path,

To the driveway she had never gone that far

Normally this would be the time,

That she would let him talk her out of leaving,

But this time without crying,

As she got into her car, she said

No happily never after, that just ain't for me,

Because finally

I know I deserve better after all,

I'll never let another teardrop fall

As she drove away, she starts to smile

Realize she hadn't for a while,

No destination she drove for miles

Wondering why she stayed in such denial

Laughing about the way he shattered something else,

She dragged her suitcase down the path,

To the driveway she had never gone that far,

Normally this would be the time,

That she would let him talk her out of leaving,

But this time without crying,

As she got into her car, she said

No happily never after, that just ain't for me,

Because finally

I know I deserve better after all,

I'll never let another teardrop fall

I'm done, I'm done

Said I'm so done

I'm so done

I'm free, I'm free

Said I'm so free

I'm so free

She inhaled a breath, she'd never breathe before,

Didn't want no drama no more, and she said

No happily never after, that just ain't for me,

Because finally

I know I deserve better after all,

I'll never let another teardrop fall ooh, no ooh

No happily never after, that just ain't for me,

Because finally

I know I deserve better after all,

I'll never let another teardrop fall ooh, no ooh

Another teardrop fall

I never let no, I never let no, I never let another teardrop

it's not like she's leaving but this song just fit to her personality. fyi, Paris and Benji are still good friends :) i'm still hoping that they will be a couple again tho' they are really cute together, i wish Paris all the best.

xoxo

BIRTHDAY BOY!

2008-11-18T00:49:00.000-08:00

here's what i made for Josh Duhamel's birthday. His Birthday is on 14th of November, i know that i'm late to post it here but whatever :-*

can you read it? lols.

Guess what? Labels or Love is nominated at People's Choice Award! Come and vote, everyone! You can vote everyday!

xoxo!

RIHANNA'S NOT COMING TO TOWN

2008-11-13T03:21:00.000-08:00

this is the shit, in negative way.

RIHANNA CONCERT IS POSTPONED UNTIL FEBRUARY 2009

no, i did not blame Rihanna's management for this, but I do blame this on Amrozi and the travel warning from Australia. Sorry for being rude but i just can't help myself. i hate it. you should told us about it earlier, not today. I have been so excited about it for over a week, and I also waiting for it to come. Now it's gone. Can I wait until February? Oh sure I can, i'm just way too disappointed right now. fuck the travel warning. Amrozi's now dead and still way too annoying. he shouldn't be born at first, no one need him anyway.

you ruined my tree-ple awesome-ness.

YES WE CAN!

2008-11-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

OBAMA WON THE ELECTION

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Britain's Got Talent, and looks :D

George Sampson

a.k.a

Number Two

VOTED!

i love everything she wears here

xoxo!

NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISMAS

2008-11-04T04:26:00.000-08:00

injection. It's hurt, i cried. I'll have it again on the next 2 months.

but anyway it's okay, it's for my own good anyway :)

i bought Rihanna's ticket :-*

big deal, i love her and her songs.

can't wait. it's on the same day as Josh Duhamel's birthday, and a Fergie concert in Dubai.

Picture Perfect

P.S : Fergie's tiny, she's only 5'4'', RiRi is tall. Rihanna is invited to Fergie's and Tarantino's 33rd birthday party, there are only about 100 guest, so i guess they are pretty close :

byebye now.

xoxo

PARIS FOR PRESIDENT!

2008-10-27T00:55:00.000-07:00

wootwoot!

new single from Paris' new (untitled) album is now out!

i absolutely LOVE the song and the video! it's so funny!

Go Paris <3

PARIS FOR PRESIDENT!

FERGUSON-DUHAMEL WEDDING ?

2008-10-26T22:44:00.000-07:00

another thing has been announced by msn.com and InTouch Magazine.

they said Fergie and Josh Duhamel are getting married in June 2009. Well, i don't know if it's true or not. As far as i know, Fergie or Josh would never confirm this kind of stuff. they want it to be sacred, they won't tell the details. but msn wrote "A source close to the pair said: Fergie has just started interviewing wedding planners. She's also working with Chanel designer Karl Lagerfeld on getting her fantasy gown."

a source close to the pair? whoops, you can't trust anyone anymore when you're a celebrity. All i know is Fergie won't wear a white dress, she may wear black. lols. She said it on an interview.

Anyway, I Doubt they wanted this info out (if it's true). and they have been so busy lately, Ferg just came home from London for Filming 'Nine' either Josh, he has been filming Transformers 2 as well. They will prolly back on work soon. Ferg only go back to LA for the premiere of Madagaskar 2 and a concert in Indio.

Let's just watch E! news or Daily 10. they are more reliable than msn or InTouch.

enough about this : )

xoxo!

SIMPLY GORGEOUS

2008-10-23T06:45:00.000-07:00

i'm bored, so here we go again.

SPLASH is coming tomorrow, yeah right. i'm excited to see Joceline&Mila's band, they are playing Accidentally In Love - OST Shrek 2 . and i also excited to see Nico's performance, Nico will sing What a Wonderful World. Suaranya Nico ganteng, loves it. lols.

one more thing, you all should know i hate slutty cyrus even MOORE right now.

take a look at the picture below . this is what i called simply gorgeous!

byebye now,

xoxo

TINKLE - ING

2008-10-21T06:30:00.000-07:00

Tinkerbell DVD is now out, and thanks to the smarty joceline i can watch it today :D thankies!

and i cried when Tinks got the problem with some stuff.

lol, well actually i cried in almost every movie, lmaoo.

i remember those days when i really addicted to Tinkerbell, well i still love her :) she's practically the cutest fictional character, ever.

Me, Tassha, and Joceline used to loove tink so bad, we collect everything about her, i still have those stuff till now.

even Paris Hilton loves Tinkerbell (the fairy and the dog).

Pussycat Dolls <3

thanks to will.i.am, Nicole's there with the group. She got the audition because of Willie. Well, Will asked her to be on BEP before Ferg but she had some contract with a group so she cant accept it, thank god! and i just bought Doll Domination yesterday<3

just wanna tell you about the 'history'. lol.

and yes, i love them THAT much ♥

SPLASH is coming. I don't really care about it.

BEP DAY!

2008-10-20T05:26:00.000-07:00

BLACK EYED PEAS

365 days has left

it's officially a year after Black Eyed Peas concert <33

i can't believe it, i really thought it was yesterday...

i'm now already become a fan of them for a year! whoaaa!!

the first song is Hey Mama, and the last is Let's Get It Started.

i really miss them, i really do..

i love all the peas <3

each of them has their own story and struggle..

they can't be describe by words :)

Peace And Love, that's what Taboo always said

♥ 20/10/07 - 20/10/08 ♥

A SIMPLE BYEBYE//A GORGEOUS NEW MUSIC

2008-10-13T03:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday is a byebye for Kawa a.k.a Kiara Johnson, my little niece. she's going back to America. I'll miss her so much! she's too adorable <3

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Gotta Love :

1. Whatcha Think About That - Pussycat Dolls Feat. Missy Elliott

2. Keeps Gettin Better - Christina Aguilera

3. My BFF - Paris Hilton

4. If I Were A Boy - Beyonce

5. Womanizer - Britney Spears

6. I Hate This Part - Pussycat Dolls

7. Superhuman - Chris Brown Feat. Keri Hilson

8. Live Your Life - T.I Feat. Rihanna

9. Cosmic Journey - Solange Feat. Bilal

10. Hot 'N Cold - Katy Perry

ByeBye :

1. Love Lockdown - Kanye West

2. Go Girl - Ciara Feat. T-Pain

3. Cobrastyle - Robyn

DISNEY LIVE

2008-10-11T04:39:00.000-07:00

i really love disney's cartoons!

yesterday i go to istora senayan to watch disney live! oh gosh i love it :) in my opinion, its way better than disney on ice, but i still love both of them.

my favo performance : Beauty and The Beast <3

but, i only record the Cinderella and Snow White performances ! arrrgghhh!

oh and Cinderella's prince really looks like Ken (Barbie's boyfriend or.. husband?)

and at the end of the show...

*picture taken by Joceline :D

byebyee!

xoxo

WHO WILL BE PARIS' NEW BFF?

2008-10-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

you gotta love Paris Hilton's new reality show!

it's awesome, i've already watch the first episode and it's amaaaazing! gosh! i love they way Paris act to be mean, ha!

MY FAVO:

#1 Onch Movement (onchy!)

#2 Lauren Stone

#3 Zui

#4 Sinsu

i hope Onchy win it <3

he's a jewelry designer, so cute, he looks like a girl! oh, he's chinese! he's so sweet, he replied my msg 2 times. aww how cute! check mtv.com to know all the cast!

check out his jewelry line now.

wanna know who wears 'em? the celebs from Kate Moss to Amy Winehouse!

anyway watch the first episode now!

i know it took hours to load but it's all worth it!

muuch love,

xoxo

NEW ALBUM COMING SOON, BITCHES!

2008-09-30T20:17:00.000-07:00

oh gosh i'm so excited! Paris just confirmed that she just finished her new album like 2 days ago! with Benji. OMG yaay can't wait for the new songs! She said it will be different from her first album, it's a really personal album (oh god Ferg's album "The Dutchess" is also a personal album!).

here's the link for the Ryan Seacrest Interview LINK

Here's The New Song ["My BFF" - Paris Hilton]

her voice is getting much stronger from her frst album, and yes i'm addicted to this song!

Go Paris! <3

xoxo

NO GYMNASTICS?

2008-09-27T08:13:00.000-07:00

hellofellow.

finally today i bought the magazine that i really really want. i should've been happy now but something makes me kinda umm.. mad?

so basicly i love gymnastics, i'm practicing almost everyday and today my mom told me to stop cuz she thought it was dangerous, and i said a simply 'yes' altho' its a NO. i still do it and she found out about it, so.. oh well. i can still practice in another place. i can do a handstand and i think its a wow. and i do know that she tell me that for my own good but i just loove gymnastics sooooo damn much and i know nothing could stop me. sorry.

arr arr.

THIS WEEK

2008-09-25T07:27:00.000-07:00

yesterday me and my friends went to inul vista. lol, it's really fun. oh and our first song is fergalicious! i'm singing like crazy. we try to sing "teenage love affair" by alicia keys, lol, we ruined the song. and after singing for 1 hour we go home, i'm so tired and fell asleep on my car.

gosh, i just realized that i have such a longlong hair. i don't wanna cut it, but i really wish to have a straight hair tho'

and one more thing, i love Kiara, she's my niece (oh god i fell kinda old) she's only 4 years old and she's soo adorable! she called me tante sub-burr-ee-nnaa, aww she's soo cuute. and she's half indonesian half american, and i love her hair color (and wishing that i have it).

isn't she adorable?

i'm currently reading this book

byebye now

xoxo

FRESH NEW LOOK

2008-09-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

it's saturday, and i'm watching Monk all day.

okay so today i go to ak.'sa.ra kemang to find the magazine that i really want, i've seen it at Kinokuniya before but i got no time to go there, my sister needs the car so i can't use it. i hate her. aaand i can't find the magazine, i'm not happy with it, i'm soo pissed but oh well, things happen. Akhirnya di mobil gua nonton Monk and i feel alot better :D

oh i gotta thank Tassha and Marcia for editing this blog! :D

xoxo!

QUICKIE!!

2008-09-17T03:00:00.000-07:00

aaah rese besok ada 2 ulangan, mending gampang.. susah duaduanya. :( mat sama kwn. aaah pak dar nih rese kalo kasih soal grr! kalo pak ricat sensiii bgt deh sama gua, ah bodo deh rese aja, untung dia kalo buat soal gak ganti jadi gpp deh ulangan asal gak duluan :D:D:D:D

lagi belajar nih gua tapi maw ngedinginin otak dl. aarr arr. cape gila belajar kongruen, wuuu.

bye bye now, gotta study!

GYMNASTIC TALK

2008-09-16T05:53:00.001-07:00

i feel good today :D tomorrow i should have finish my science project but thank god besok ada upacara jadi it got canceled again, well i hope so cuz i don't even have the material to make it :S

lalalala~ i'm still doing my art project, the eve thingo.. i love to make this such a thing,cuz i'm pretty good on it :P

some random gymnastic-related fact

i almost can do a walkover :)

i'm trying to do an over split now, uuggghhh!

my favorite gymnast are Shawn Johnson and Nastia Liukin, Shawn is still the best tho

i love gymnastic since i was little

never got a ballet or gymnastic class. i really wanna have the gymnastic one.

enough talk for today, au revoir!

xoxo

MONDAY UPDATE

2008-09-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

i got an art class tomorrow dan kita disuru buat gambar timbul and i draw EVE from Wall-E! aww she's such a cutiee. loooves it. i've made it once but her tummy looks so preggo so i decide to make another one :D

today is such a boring day, pak dar kasih latian yang sok kek ulangan gituu, aarrr arrr.. i du not likey likey pak dar! trs ada puisi musical gajelas :S si ibu agnes gak pelit nilai tapi tidur mulu :S terus waktu pulang sekolah gua langsung pulang karena kakak gua lagi mid,grr.

oh anyway, i'm totally wishing the best for niza, i hope she will be alright. she's such a nice girl and really sweet too :)

i really wanna watch ParisBFF :) youtube, i'm comiiiingg!

oh oh and one more thing.. guess what? The answer is YES! oh gosh im so happy happy!

EVE DRAWING

RIP : preggo eve

the one that still on progress

muuuuch lovee.

xoxo

R A N D O M

2008-09-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

nothing really happen to me today so i'll make a random post :P

i just read one of my Fergie interview again, lol i'm too bored, i guess.

here's some quotes from that interview :

"I used to try to be so perfect but i've realised that's just not me. I have flaws and sometimes those flaws are more fun. It's just about embracing who i am as a person"

"i get stage fright all the time, mostly when it's award shows because they're filmed, so it's immortalised forever"

"he [Josh Duhamel] is just the best man in the world. Ever"

there's a lot of wise quotes in the interview, and i'm too lazy to type it, lol.

MY WISH LIST

1. BLACKBERRY BOLD!

2. THIS UNIQUE THING

3. BLACK EYED PEAS CONCERT

4. PARIS HILTON CLOTHING LINE

TASTEY

2008-09-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

hey there, i'm so bored now so here's some stories.

yesterday we got a cooking class, and we made a pudding. so basicly i can't cook so i told lizzie to tell me what to do. i brought a roll cake from home, thanks oma i love you so much. Terus Bawa vla juga, sialan tuh banyak yang nyuri.. sempet stress juga waktu buat tapi jadinya bagus kok ;) we got 80, that's big :D and after school i go to my oma's house, she just arrive from the airport! yayy.

and for today,it is a fun day, suddenly sally said she was bored so she ask me to go out to Grand Indonesia, and because i got nothing to do too so i said yes and i told mila to go out with us. its fun :) we're talking like we haven't talk to ages. Haha, and we play on fun world and i was trying so hard buat ngambil boneka, sial tuh tadi kepala udh naek trs jatoh lagi. Ah bajing!

Here's it, our D to the E to the L-I-C-I-O-U-S roll cake pudding, come and grab it :9

THIS IS FASHION ROCKS, PEOPLE!

2008-09-11T04:25:00.000-07:00

ba bab bla, why is school become soooo boring lately?

Grr, pak dar rese pake ada remed dadakan, gua kan nggak belajar, wuuu. but whatever paling kalo nilainya banyak yang jelek bakal remed lagi :D

forget VMA, Fashion Rocks is sooo much better! Everyone is friggin awesome there. Finally i saw the videos! beside Black Eyed Peas and Fergie Feat. Debbie Harry (plus S^2C!) thingo i loovee Rihanna's performance, she sang Vogue by Madonna, oh i just love the feather kayak syuuung syuuung gitu. lmao. But idk if she lip syncing or not, but whatever, it sounds good.

oh and one more thing that makes me hate smellymiley moore, she's introducing The Peas, oh smellymiley you just annoy me too much, BACK OFF smelly, you're making my ears hurts!

Here's the video :

That's BEP performance, it's one of their best performance! i love them so much!

That's Fergie and Debbie Harry's performance, they are amaazing! Debbie's a Legend! and Ferg must be so proud to perform with her. Love it.

And the last but not least, Rihanna's performance! she's a great performer ! i love it!

bye now! :-*

xoxo

L.O.V.E

2008-09-10T01:27:00.000-07:00

oh i love my life so much, things just getting better and better. i don't need to ask where is the love anymore ;)

good thing that i read and watch The Secret, it's really helping me. I won't read it if i don't see Paris holding that book, so i gotta thank her, Thanks Paris, i love you. And i won't know it if my dad didn't tell me read it, so thanks dad, loove you too. and i love The Secret more when i know Fergie is watching it all the time so, thanks Fergie Ferg, love you <3.

my dad is no longer a smoker, thank God to make it happen. i l.o.v.e my life. and, and. . .BIOLOGI ADA REMED! Thank You ibu Ambar :) and soon i'll be able to see Fashion Rocks on youtube, thank you for anyone who post it. and i gotta thank Tassha, Joceline, Mila, Nico, Sally, and everyone for being such a good friend, i love you all so damn much! and thank you Black Eyed Peas for the always cheer me up when i'm down with your funky song.

and for the bad things, i would have to say good bye now, something BIG is happening right now and i wanna say , I LOVE YOU JESUS FOR EVERYTHING.

Thanks Jesus for today, all the things i do is all worth it. i hope it's a YES.

thanks mom & dad, thank you everyone. i love you all. even if you hate me, i still love you :) i got no time to think about the haters, cause the lovers is so much worth it to think of.

muuuuuch looooveeee to everyonee <3

xoxo

BAD DAY TUESDAY!

2008-09-09T05:18:00.000-07:00

basicly, today is a really bad day for me. blah, here's the story you need to know

gua kan ceritanya udah buat contekan Biologi tuh di kertas ulangan yang 2 lembar, terus.. BOOM! yang dpake ternyata cm 1 lembar krtas ulangan. gabisa nyontek terus karena plan gua udh diancurin muka gua panik nih. aH! udah deh ambar jadi tau gua mau nyontek jadi kerjaannya ngeliatin guaaa mulu. ee lu ah. oke jadi intinya gua pasti dapet nilai jeleeeeeeeeeeeeek banget,karena kemaren bener2 gablajar because youknowwhy. taitaitai. bangsat ah.

abis biologi tai kan pelajaran komputer, ah pake gabawa catetan gua, trs gua pake catetan IPS, nah si bu kristin tai kan tau tuh. blaah nyita buku gua dia ceritanya, marah deh gua terus gabuat apa2 pas komputer, dan dengan begok nya waktu mau kluar dali lab komputer gua ambil buku gua dia gak sadar, halaah, orang tolol mau sok pinter, jangan harap deh.

terus after i have dinner with my family, i watch E! kan, terus shock gua smellymiley lagi ada disitu, oh shiit. terus pake channel2 laen ga bs dibuka lagi, blaah, malah jadi nya gua ikutan olahraga sama bonyok gua.

intinya IT'S A BAD DAY :'(

MONDAY BLUES

2008-09-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

hellohello :) this is so weird that i have a new post everyday, lmao. i just got some news that i wanna tell u all.

"Yak! nomor satu sampai dengan tiga. sebutkan tugas tugas AFNEI!" jengjeng pak ricat kasih soal sejarah, 30 nomer isian sama 2 essay di kelas gua. Dan gua baru belajar di mobil :S woopie. tapi ya siapa sih yang nggak nyontek kalo pelajaran dia? Nyaaha, saking semua nya nyontek jadi udah nggak ada yang diem2 lagi, pada terang2an gt didepan si ricat, udah gt isiannya diperiksa bareng - bareng ya dibetulin lagi deh. haha. i'm pretty sure that i'll get a good score! yeaaah!

pulang sekolah gua, nico, sally mau liat orang excul MD karena katanya didi ikut MD bok. gila juga tuh anak cungkring2 gt ikut MD cuyy. ok maaf itu jahat banget. Karena hp rusak gak bisa ditelpon/menelepon jadi wkt nykp nelpon gua gatau jadi gua ditinggal sama kakak gua yang sialan. blaah. oke tapi akhirnya dijemput juga, dan gua pulang dulu ke rumah gua yang lama, terus ternyata mobil gua yang satunya ditabrak taksi terus jadi tabrakan beruntun dan mobil gua nabrak taksi di depannya dan taksinya dua duanya blue bird. okedehh bagus sekali.. Karena kejadian tabrak menabrak yang kayak tai itu gua baru pulang jam 6.30 padahal besok ulangan biologi. oh god i can't study! ngantuk terus cape gak semangat so i dont study and i don't understand anything. hopefully bu ambar jadi buta sekejab jadi i can cheatycheaty, maaf bu!

REMINDER

besok Fashion Rocks 2008 bakal ditampilin, premiere :D tapi kayaknya di Indo nggak deh.

Anyway, Fergie and Debbie Harry performed "Call Me". Debbie Harry/Blondie sang this song originally on the 80's, loves it. Black Eyed Peas performed "Miss You", it's a Rolling Stones' song. again, looves it. and for S^2C we can saw it on youtube. fyi, the star of S^2C : Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Edheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, smellymiley, Leona Lewis, Carrie Underwood, Keyshia Cole, Leann Rimes, Ashanti, Ciara. but i don't know why on Fashion Rocks they include Nicole Scherzinger and i love it :)

that's it for today, i guess.

:-*

MANDARIN, OH MANDARIN

2008-09-07T05:49:00.000-07:00

hari ini gua ngerasa kayak orang paling tolol, maybe it's because i don't know how to speak mandarin or atleast to understand it. Jadi kan gua pergi ke gereja terus ternyata yang khotbah tuh orang china gt jadi ngomongnya pake bahasa mandarin, gila udah ngomongnya cepet terus keras banget lagi,buat gua budek aja terus kan khotbahnya kan harus di terjemahin dulu ke bahasa indo jadi lebih lama gitu dari biasanya dan ternyata di gereja gua banyak yang ngerti bahasa mandarin makanya gua jadi merasa tolol, haha. karena khotbahnya lama terus gua males dengerin terjemahannya jadi gua ngantuk :/ and finally khotbahnya selesai. nyokap gua sama temen temen nya pergi makan dulu jadi gua pulang ke rumah tante gua dulu sambil nunggu nyokap pulang.

Pas sampe di rumah tante gua, gua nonton Monk and i love it. Nah abis itu jam 3 an ade spupu gua yang baru kelas 2 SD belajar bahasa mandarin, gila jagonya parah. pas mau pulang gua dikasih oke maksudnya minta starburst 2 biji, permen yang kayak dot itu gua lupa namanya apa, sama snack dari amrik gt tapi gua juga lupa namanya sama tante gua. yes, it's all absolutely delicious, but they are also really fattening. paling bakal gua makan kalo weekends aja. haha, semoga tidak tergoda untuk makan.

sampe di rumah gua tadi nya mau belajar tapi sayang nya im too lazy soalnya benci sama gurunya yang sangat amat kayak tai, jadi gua malah maen komputer lagi dari siang ampe skrg. haha, dan belom belajar sejarah sama sekali, baca aja baru 1 kalimat. sok santai nih gua stressnya besok aja dipikirinnya.

ok so here's some random stuff that suddenly came out of my mind, i love this emoticon -> :-*

byebye now!

xoxo