Never know how i could survive. How i could easily laugh about it. Is it meant to be like that? This is confusing. Which one's real? I'm so dumb for asking. I'm now in a very good place of my life, should i be thinking about this? Maybe I should, there's a point where we all should think about the future, right? About how it will ends. Every beginning will always has an End, and it's already happened before. Now what's the point of asking? I don't know. Some people said it's fun, but some just said ..You'll never know. Confusing? Yes. Bitches like me just won't shut up. Wait, why am I calling myself a bitch? then i remembered what they said, you will never know. When you starting a life, you just never know what will happen, what will you do, what mistakes you'll make, but sometimes you have to choose between two complete different life and start asking yourself questions you can't answer. Now I begin to understand what friendship really means. How disagreement is just normal. How I could just be myself and they love me for who I really am. Integrity is the key, honesty is next.